Jealousy

I know I am jealous

It’s eating me up

I spend all my free time

Thinking this stuff

I hate myself for it

It hurts me so much

To be in this pain

Thinking this stuff

I am so watchful

I don’t miss much

I focus on bad things

Thinking this stuff

My thoughts are harmful

My thoughts are too much

I spend all my spare time

Thinking this stuff

Please help me with this

Please put it to rest

I want to give up

This terrible mess

I thought I was laid back

I thought I could cope

I don’t want to go on

Without any hope

If I don’t change I’ll lose him

If I don’t change, as such

I have to get rid of my demons

So much

It’s too hard to control

I’m giving it up

To achieve my goal

To not think all this stuff